Stream of Consciousness

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Study?

Is it his intelligence that sparks the attraction? Do I naturally lean toward men in positions of leadership and/or authority? Perhaps, it was his evident love for books that opened my mind to the possibility that there could be a possibility. Even more, his love for God and dedication to growing more Christ-like surely would attract any Christian girl with the same honest desire. Surely, he isn't what I think. Perhaps, he does look down on women. What then? It wouldn't be the first man I have met in his middle thirties and single. A trend? He gave me his number. Should I call? Does he really want to know about Central or me or both? This is so fleeting. But finals are next week and they are guaranteed to happen. I am a silly passionate girl on fire for the Lord and growing in Him. If that doesn't attract him then I don't want him -- regardless of age. But the thought -- the hope -- that this admirable, single man came into my life deems it necessary to delve a little deeper to see if just maybe that he could mean a lot more in my life.

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