Letting Go

I don't want to romanticize it and relish in the pain. I actually feel optimistic. Maybe only because we talked. Its imperative that I move on. Although, hope is something that naturally lives in my heart and takes quite some time to leave, living on the hope is another matter. This has to be my objective -- to not live on the hope that we will one day be together. I will miss out on a blessed friendship if I don't move on. The days have been better. Not really depressed. Just missing him. But I can get distracted and get my mind away. I am getting better at not indulging in the fantasies of my heart.

But I still think he's stupid.