Wake me up when September ends

My love for him justs busts out of me. I am afraid to admit that I need him. I want to marry him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Its not eating my heart out that we are just friends -- as long as he never leaves and continues to need me. Does he favor John Marcher -- for there is always hope?

Summer class ended today. It ends tomorrow for Rick. He goes home on Saturday. It will only be two weeks, but I will miss him terribly. And it just reminds me of when he will leave for good to pursue higher education at a different institution.